Hedin

I'm screaming inside, im dreaming tonight, I've fallen once again..I'm letting go, I dont want to show what you mean to me, once more.  I'm letting go tonight, I cant sit here to fight, im falling once again, im letting go, I wont show it, I will not say goodbye.  I cant let you go I dont want you to know that I love you so.  Will you say goodbye?  Will you say goodnight..I cant hold on anymore!  I need an answer I need to know whats going in your head, you told me you loved me, you shot me down...You let me fall to the ground.  I wish I knew, what I could say to let you go tonight, to let it fall, to let me say...Goodnight you all.

Here we are, I see you now, in my arms I hold too tight, to let you go is death to me.  Its long since love and love it will always be, for this is everything you mean to me, I cant let go im sorry but I will always love you so.  Let my fingers twine with yours, im still here in your shadows and its the way its always been, will you love me tonight and hold me tomarrow?  I know the answers deep inside, and now you know that I love with love that is forever true.

Here I sit, at the wall thinking of my day, remembering it all. And now its time to say goodbye, one more moment would be a year but once again our paths will cross and so far the tears will fall. Let me hear it once again, the laugh you had the smile you only pretend, you know how I feel and it sits so still inside my mind, the moments pass and my knees bend, sitting on the ground I smile, thinking of the smile she would only pretend.

To the crystal tears which fly so light, I will not stand to fight. This war is gone; past is here. For I know now what I fear. Days are long, and my life is still. When I look to her I shivered with fear, not knowing what will come. With each day I pass once more through this drought; this melancholy door. I have sat too long and stand here now, and here I've been waiting so long, for the days that stand still drawn.

Let me fade let me fall, let me say damn it all.  Now I know why im here, to see you all, snuffed in fear and it passes with each gentle cloud the days are drawn and my past has faded, I see the tears no matter how latent.  Let me know with your arms so tight, that once I fall you still will fight, now curtains are out of sight.